When i’m gonna lose what i heart the most, i just know..

23Jun09

Things i loved in life were :

oh i loved this green tanktop so baaaaaddd...

oh i loved this green tanktop so baaaaaddd...

my one and only lovely cat i ever had! Bebe!

my one and only lovely cat i ever had! Bebe!

i just lost it a week ago. such a pain! i really heart it!

i just lost it a week ago. such a pain! i really heart it!

there are many things that just gone.. over all, i lost many of my clothes..there are some that because someone stole it, and there are some just gone!

this is weird or awkward, or wacked or anything kinda feeling.. but when i was going to lose what i heart the most, either it’s something or someone.. sometimes, i just know. there were some signs that told me that the time i stared at them was the last time for me staring at those things. you can call me such a freak, but i just know. but oftentimes, i just ignored the signs, and when i realized that the feeling i had inside was right, i was sorry for my self.  i should have learned from my bad in the past, but why i couldn’t ? i should have protected it, but i was just careless. i should have known the signs, i turned to not care about it instead. untill, i lost them. will they ever come back again ? i just wonder.. as there’s someone tells me that “what have been the right for you to own it, somehow, it will come back to you. ” then here’s my conclusion, if it’s gone and never come back, it means that you have no right for having it. in the end, you have to be willing for losing it anyway. oh well… why life is about losing something ?

i lost many things in life, i haven’t learned it for further, but i guess i have to determined that start from now, im going to follow the signs! intuition.. well at least, i might be decrease of losing something in my life in the future.. yes ?

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