I’m not really into mellow stuff, just sometimes.. when it comes to this!

16Jun09

i’ve been writing about him ever since 3 years ago.. there’s nothing left.. i have done the poems about him, songs, journals, stories, blogs, even more the letters! that have never showed off. i never put his name on my writing, i substitute his name with ” The Polar Bear ” ( it’s such a sweet name tho. isn’t it ? ) i just can’t stand the pain when i have to write his name on it. i just can’t. but this time, share a lil bit more about him is not a big deal.. let’s start it over with..

can’t forget the first time we met, it was 4 years ago in high school. he was not one of my favourite guy in shool at the time, but he brought his charm himself with his eye-glasses that he wore. oh no, he was not one of my favourite guy because he put his trousers on his tummy! but he brought his charm with his jokes. he was not one of my favourite guy because he’s too fat! and i didn’t know why, i felt comfortable around him. he was not one my favourite guy, but he was the one of the girls’s favourite guy in school. could not believe it for the first time. he was not one of my favourite guy but i fell in love with him.

Me and The Polar Bear! (3 years ago)

Me and The Polar Bear! (3 years ago)

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these pictures was taken before we got into a ” complicated-relationship-issue “. when he had no idea that i fell in love with him, before he knew that he was in my thoughts all the time, before he knew that he ruined my mind.

we were not really dating, but we were seeing each other. (hope he likes the parable i called)

we were not really dating, but we were seeing each other. (hope he likes the parable i called)

it’s been more than 3 years. we shared the laughter, we fought for nothing (actually for something that could be NOTHING), we cuddled each other, we sometimes fed up each other, i sometimes made him upset(i guess), he often made me upset, he sometimes got me so confused, and moreover, he makes me to be a mellow person! he could be such a spontaneous-romantic guy and he could be such a spoiled-exhausting-guy sometimes..

he adores women. he loves his family so much (this is the most my favourite personality). he plays guitar. he’s terrific into music. and mostly, he’s kinda a part of my life.

nothing last forever, i do know. but this feeling.. i have no idea that i can afford to kill it.

* P.S. : get better soon Polar bear!

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